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Name: josh
Birthday: 6/2/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: skating and playing my guitar
Expertise: not me
Occupation: couch potato
Message: message me
Member Since:
7/6/2006
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| bah damnit!!!!!! the curse continues why is it that when i find a girl that not abby or meggie wenever go out wdfwdfafadfasfdf!!!!!!! hmm story of my life josh finds cute girl talks to cute girls starts likeing cute girls finds out she likes him get going pretty good wait wait wait oh no hello other guy that apparently is way beter than me oh wait you want her by all means go have fun together ill watch from the sidelines woohoo.... i know your out there come find me im tired of this game damnit!!!!!!!!!!!! | | |
| 2:50 AM. josh is bored reaches into the back of his mind to remind himself of what he did before when he was bored in the good ole days when he stayed up all night long.... what does he come up with xanga?????? whats this he says oh wait its what used to take up peoples lifes before the godforsaken myspace took over josh enters xanga sits and podners for a moment then decides what the heck nothin better to do why not make an entry on you site seeing as how you havnt dont so in so long so here i am josh 16 years amazing how far i have come since i started this thing at age 14 wow has it only been two years it seem like an mellinia spell check on aile one so anyways its amazing somtimes... life i mean just in gereral the way its thought about how it came to be what us as humans have done with it i mean if you sit and think about it besides the really big headache you will get its wuite an amazing thing and i have xanga to think for keeping mine written down for me for the past two years two wonderful dreadful years greats and great suckasses have come from it.... run through the list made some amazing freinds lost some amazing freinds got my license got a car then a truck started highschool created the worst love tri hex oct wat the hell ever agon had some of the scariest moments of my life had some of the greatesr moments of my life accomplished one of my childhood dreams and hit a homerun whil on a highschool baseball team actually it was 2 homeruns i might add hehe.... fell in love.... fell out of love.... got lost in the middle.... stopped taking medication started back stopped again started back got really sick and stopped for good stopped caring about everything joined a band played my first show with the band finally told my mother what i think about her realized im not a kid anymore became scard as hell of what i am and what i have become and what i have to become forgotten my childish dreams and moved on the the real world lost in the transition between highschool and whats after highschool apllied for my frst job never got my first job started completely acting on impulse which has amazing rewards but with long term hurts........... i think maybe not hopefully not please god not..... hmmm it is now 3:10 ive spent the last 20 minuets writing this and i applaud you if your still reading and if not oh well not very intersting anyways well its been good catchin up xanga ttfn ta ta for now your one and only pace | | |
| would you like to know how i feel hmm??ehh would yah ok here it goes...........
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lacking the words i count the phrases
its been several days since i've seen there faces
tust and betayal all part of my fears
all part of the emotion behind blood soaked tears
now tell me what have i become
this shattered soul is all but numb
now tell me what ive become
this broken heart u call a man
who doesnt bear enough to even stand
ahhggggggg i was like 13 and bored and i think i prolly felt a little emo well never know all i know is i found this under my bed and i felt the erge to share after a lttle convincing hehe i love finding old stuff that ive written or drawn it helps me remeber who i used to be hmm the old short fat josh awww but ok i be out homie g pace
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| Kathleen... (big mean nigga voice)
whats it is yo huh i cant here u..... so im sittin here and im thinkin to myself hmm wow i love my girlfriend hmm i really love my girlfriend i think ill write a xanga entry about how much i love her ok so if u want to know how much i love her its simple all u have to do is holdur hand up in the air and point ........ u know what that is ??? well its called a ray for the dumbasses its a line that continues in a straight path goin the same direction for ever it never stops ok so that is how much .... some may say josh now thats silly u cant love her that much ..... i say after a bitch slap hoe please yes i can soo ha bitch yeah ok well i think that about sums this entry up yep sure does peace up a-town down im out my niggas
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